Swingsets are incredibly relaxing for me.
It’s a habit I picked up when I was younger. But no matter what, if someone sneezes, I have to say ‘bless you’ or I start to get really anxious.
I’m okay if I’m the one initiating the contact. Or if people I’m close with give me a hug or something. But if a person is going to touch me…just to touch me. I kinda freak out.
I’ve ‘fallen’ once for a person and I’m quite content not doing that again.
They’re all incredibly fragile and constantly need attention.
It’s rather unfortunate.
It’s not that I’m a control freak or anything. I have this obsessive thought something will happen and they won’t know what to do.
I love being able to get in my car and just drive. No destination. No reason. Just to drive. It’s one of the most relaxing and calming things. To feel the wind against your skin and the music in the background…you just melt. You feel each turn the car makes and a sense of total tranquility overpasses. Everything…just is what it is.